Tuesday, 18 January 2011


Haven't posted in awhile....

No longer living in the city. I've been back in Jersey for a couple of months.

Working with my dad and figuring out life, I suppose.

I'm thinking of going to grad school for Social Work. Gotta get my application in!

Ah, procrastination.

People tell me that I'll make a good social worker which is nice.

I love to help people.

So basically I'm adjusting to life out of school, working, and figuring out what's next.

It is definitely a transition phase of my life. I've come to terms with a lot of different things. I've been looking at the different people in my life. Analyzing friendships, relationships, family. Seeing what is good for me and that which isn't.

It is a time of growth and new beginnings

So cheers to that


Saturday, 4 September 2010

Living my dreams

I'm living in NYC.
I'm pursuing music.
I'm happy.
And I hope you are too.

Sunday, 1 August 2010

Be Happy Here Now pt. 2

Jealousy is a wasteful feeling.

You are on your own journey.

I am on my journey, comparing my journey to yours would make no sense.

Be happy for others.
Be happy for you.

Live your life.

Monday, 19 July 2010


Only one person has to believe in you. You.

Saturday, 17 July 2010

Be Happy Here Now

That is the best you can do.

Love, Hope, and Wisdom to All.


Tuesday, 22 June 2010

Are relationships OVER-rated?

I always want to be in a relationship. Cliche, I know. But when I actually think about it, do I? Or do I like the idea of a relationship? Sure it's great to have a companion. But sometimes people lose sight of themselves in others. In my experience, the relationships I were in were relationshits. Meaning they were shit. They were built on falsity and naivety. And, once again, shit. Bullshit. Things always got too serious too fast. I am to blame just as much as they are. I just don't understand why we get so caught up in relationships especially when we are so young. A real relationship requires work, and most of us seem not mature enough for that type of work despite what we believe. You have to really work on yourself before you can enter a relationship, right? I don't know. I don't have any answers unfortunately. LIke most things in life I feel timing is significant. You both must be in the right place spiritually, mentally, physically... (location-wise, what have you). I just know that I'm looking for something real.

To quote Carrie Bradshaw,

"I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."

tales of the unemployed

being home can suck at times. i'm bored a lot. being unemployed is not as exciting as it sounds. i want to be doing something productive. i'm applyin for jobs. I want to work for a treatment center for substance abuse and addictions.

people can be confusing. and when i say people i have one person in mind. that's usually how it goes.

i try to put effort into people im interested in and often feel like it's unreturned. or unequal. hearing from people out of the blue can be strange and when you respond to no avail is stranger.

blah i just wish things were as simple as they seem to be in my head